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Saturday, February 2, 2013

Life Must Go On!

Alright, finally i have my mood back to update this blog.. even i just write one, it's still an update, right?

I'm gonna write about something important for me and Mr. E since 9 months ago, when we still just a 'friend'.. it's about his apartement (kost-an)

It was located in Jl. Cibogo no 24, Bandung.. behind our campus of course.. it was on 3rd floor.. its called E2-05..
A tiny room, with a big glass so we can take many pictures of us there and he put his clothes inside it.. also a single bed, with 3 pillows and umm what's its name in english (??????) but in indonesia we called it guling (cute name: guying)..
A small bathroom and a simple table to place our kitchen tools like spoons, knife, plates, mugs, etc. also our food there.. there is a table to place his mac there, also any cables or chargers..

Hmm, just talk about it and my tears is going flow again, hmmm~

In my case, it's a room for me to rest, to sleep, to do my assignment, to share with him, to read, to laugh, to cry, to take a bath, to watch, to do something private with him of course because we're a lover, to eat, to learn or to wait my next class..

Even it's just a small room, but it's cozy inside, warm, and soft.. it's a place for Mr. E to confessed his feeling to me, a place for us to be a lover, so much moments we have there.. when we must to leave it, we were so sad :( till now of course.. *sigh*

Wait, i'm crying again.......

But, life must go on, right?
So we just left that place BUT keep the moments inside our memory.. a lovely moments that worth to be saved..

Goodbye our e2-05, you'll be missed.......

Sincerely,



Chicca Naftalia

Thursday, August 16, 2012

tentang saya, pribadi saya

saya Chicca Naftalia, anak pertama dari dua bersaudara.. tapi entah kenapa saya seorang yang manja dan cengeng.. saya mulai berpacaran dengan seorang yang bernama Gilang/Nuel (nama lengkap dirahasiakan) dan itu membuat saya gembira sekali. Namun karena saya adalah orang yang polos, saya jadi orang yang mudah sekali percaya dan sayang pada dia, padahal itu masih cinta monyet lho.. ketika putus, saya jadi terpukul sekali, bahkan hingga tidak naik kelas.. bahkan dia berpacaran dengan sahabat saya berinisial L, saya semakin terpukul.. saya kemudian menjadi seorang yang tomboy dan cuek sekali, sifat cengeng itu sempat hilang.. pretended that i am a strong girl.. kemudian saya menjadi seorang yang overact, mulai meniru-niru tingkah orang di sekitar saya, terutama teman-teman terdekat saya.. saya mencampuradukan tingkah-tingkah mereka yang menurut saya menarik dan  menjadikan itu tingkah saya.. kemudian  saya menjadi seorang yang semakin overact ketika saya sudah mulai menyukai seseorang kembali, orang itu bernama Ryan AS.. berusaha menjadi sahabatnya, seorang pelacur (pelayan curhat) untuknya.. berkali-kali menjadi cupid untuknya, tetap cinta saya bertepuk sebelah tangan saat itu.. sembari itu, saya mulai bersahabat dengan seseorang bernama KMK.. cerita mengenai K sudah saya sering sebutkan dan ceritakan di post saya sebelumnya.. namun satu hal yang saya perlu jelaskan di sini, setelah penantian panjangn mendapatkan pendamping (pacar), akhirnya saya mulai berpacaran dengan K sekitar 1 tahun 1 bulan lebih 9 hari.. selama saya berpacaran dengannya, saya berekspetasi sangat tinggi akan keberhasilan hubungan saya dengannya. setelah kandas, saya merasa terpuruk, terbenamlah pemikiran di otak saya kalau saya bukan seorang pendamping yang baik, saya seorang yang gagal, saya kembali menjadi seorang yang amat sangat kesepian.. meskipun saat itu saya terlihat tegar tapi tiap 2 malam sekali, saya menangisi kandasnya hubungan kami.. saya menangisi, banyak hal yang saya rasa saya sudah korbankan, dari perasaan hingga waktu.. waktu yang telah banyak saya berikan untuknya, pemikiran dan hati saya yang sudah diberikan padanya, ekspetasi saya akan hubungan saya, perasaan saya yang akibat sempat tidak diakui sebagai pacar-mengalah untuk hanya diakui TTM dan menonton pertandingan karatenya dari jauh (jujur, bagian ini yang paling sakit), kemudian dy yang semakin tidak ada waktu untuk saya.. saya rasa saya cukup mengalah, tapi mungkin saya yang terlalu lebay (berlebihan) sehingga hal yang sebenarnya bukan pengorbanan malah saya sebut sebagai pengorbanan.. bahkan mungkin saking lebaynya (berlebihan) saya, saat ini saya trauma.. setelah 3 bulan putus dari seorang K, saya memulai hubungan baru dengan seorang berinisila EP.. si E berbeda tipikal sekali dengan K, namun makin ke sini, kronologis hubungan kami makin mirip dengan hubungan saya dengan K.. saat ini hubungan saya dengan  sedang jalan menuju 3 bulan, tapi E sering sekali memanggil saya dengan "calon istriku yang manis" yang membuat dalam hati saya amat senang, tapi di sisi lain, saya merasa takut dy hanya kata-kata yang dy ucapkan sesaat karena rasa cintanya yang masih menggebu-gebu karena hubungan kami masih di awal cerita.. dulu saat saya masih dengan K, dy pun sering mengucapkan kalau saya calon istri/pendamping hidupnya, kami bahkan mengucapkan janji tidak akan putus, akan berusaha untuk tetap menjalankan hubungan tanpa menyerah.. K bilang dy tidak ragu untuk menjalani masa depan dengan saya, namun saat putus dy bilang dy ragu untuk menjalani masa depan dengan saya karena banyak alasan pribadi yang muncul.. saya jadi trauma hal itu akan terjadi pada hubungan saya dengan E.. jujur saya amat sangat ketakutan sekali saat ini.. saya menyayangi E, tapi saya takut, kalau dedikasi saya, rasa sayang saya padanya, dan ekspetasi saya terhadap hubungan saya dengan E means nothing nantinya seperti pada hubungan saya dengan K..


apa seharusnya saya menjadi seorang perawan tua yang mengadopsi anak-anak yatim-piatu?


sincerely,


Chicca Naftalia

Sunday, March 11, 2012

crazy little thing called "hurt"

me and Kevin Michael was broke up on March 3rd 2012
you know, it's hurt since then.. can i call him back with "sayang" or "nyetto" or something like that?
his promise, was it a lie?a tissue paper with his handwriting on it, will he prove his promise? a kiss on my stomach as a promise of us to be together later, will he prove it? Or it was just for fooling around?



every night, i can't stop the tears of it.
Kevin Michael, the person who i know is a person who can keep his word, until now, i just can believe it. although he is an absent-minded person, he always can keep his word in the other side of his memories.
but, it's still hurt even i know what's the reason. i don't want to forget you, i don't want to be separate from you. please, don't get any girls after me, be with me.
My my~ i love him with all of my heart, i have a faith if he feels the way i feel. but when i remember our status, there's no guarantee if he will find a new one after me, a better person than me. there's no guarantee that we would make up our relationship in the future.
Kamisama, can i have faith on him? or should i give up on it?

Michael Fernando (Mike), a close friend of mine, said that all i need is just to believe him and try my best to get him back. but when i think there's no guarantee of it, i just think all of it was just a bullshit.
tell me, God, what should i do? should i give up or i try my best?


Kamisama, all i can do is just to pray, cry, hope, also try, right?

Saturday, January 7, 2012

tololpeople

talk about "tololpeople", apa anda tau darimana kata itu berasal?
jawaban paling mudah adalah, saat pengetahuan bahasa inggris gw minim, gw pikir tolol itu in english juga tolol, sedangkan orang itu in english people. dan setau gw waktu itu, kalo dalam bahasa inggris, kata-kata dari indo yang di translate jadi Inggris itu dibalik semua (pemikiran orang awam, harap dimaklumi) 

Nah, jadilah istilah "tololpeople" dan karena istilah ini unik, maka gw pakai istilah ini sebagai nama dari blog ini..
hahahahahahhaha awam sekali bahasanya -______-

sekian penjelasan mengenai asal mula "tololpeople"

Thursday, June 9, 2011

poem for God

God is So Special

He's not my father
He's not my grandfather
He's not my uncle
He's not my brother
He's not even my nephew or my cousin
But, He's more special to me

He's not your friend
He's not your neighbor
He's not your boyfriend or even your girlfriend
He's not your best friend
But, He's more special to you

He's not our driver
He's not our nanny
He's not our gardener
He's not our police man
He's not our maid
But, He's the most special to us



Then, who is He?
He is our Rug
He is our Trash Bin
why?
just find it by your self


inspired by Kevin Michael Kaloh

Monday, March 28, 2011

Firework - Katy Perry

Fireworks


Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?
Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon


it's a song, sang by Katy Perry.. i want to add the video too, but i can't for a reason.. i like this song, especially the lyric.. let your heart know the sense of this song.. the purpose of this  song is to give people a passion to move on from their weakness.. it's a song to give people a power to give their best..

Sunday, March 27, 2011

males

jujur-jujuran aja, gw lagi males update blog.. buktinya gw ngetik pake indo.. tapi mumpung gw buka blog gw, yauda, update dikit lha.. hahhaahhaha..

gw cuma mau kasih tau,
msn gw: nafthchic@hotmail.com
ym gw: yuki_mariazawa@yahoo.com
twitter gw: @ckaviko --> http://twitter.com/#!/ckaviko
skype gw: chiccanaftalia
email friendster gw: yuki_mariazawa@yahoo.com


dan jujur-jujuran aja, twitter gw lebih update daripada blog gw.. sekian info dari saya.. terima kasih

Friday, February 4, 2011

poem again :)

boy, i miss you so bad :(
i made this poems just for you ^^
but in bahasa


aku melihatmu dan hatiku bergetar
aku menyentuhmu dengan penuh tanya
cukup sempurnakah aku untuk dapat memilikimu?
mungkinkah kamu memikirkan hal yang sama denganku?

aku menatapmu dan aku segera tahu
rasa ini dan hati ini semua menginginkan kamu
senyum dan tawa yang selalu membuatku rindu
karena aku bukan sekedar sahabatmu
aku tahu aku tak cukup mampu untuk mengerti hatimu
tapi aku akan selalu ada dengan apa adanya diriku

setiap saat ku slalu teringat dirimu
senyum dan juga tawamu
bagai cahaya mentari yang slalu menyinari hari-hariku
kucoba menutup mataku
terasa olehku kau berada di dekatku
Namun nyatanya kau bgitu jauh
Begitu jauh senhingga ku sulit untuk meraih dirimu
hatiku terasa sungguh pedih merasakan hal ini

sungguh ku tergila-gila padamu
ku jadi salah tingkah berada di dekatmu
hanya sekejap memikirkanmu
dapat membuatku tersenyum kegirangan seorang diri
Rasa rindu ini hanya tertuju padamu
Kurindu dirimu, senyummu, tatapan matamu
tawamu, sentuhanmu, suara lirihmu
serta ciuman manismu yang terus melekat
kurindu kehangatan dirimu akan diriku
aku tak bisa jauh darimu

aku tak bisa menahan rasa ini
perasaan yang selalu membuatku rindu
awalnya semua biasa tak ada hati
saat aku menatapmu aku tak tahu

sifatmu sungguh menyulitkan aku
menyulitkan aku untuk menyingkirkanmu sekejap dari pikiranku
aku tak punya hati untuk dapat memiliki
aku tak punya segala yang bisa membuat engkau bermimpi

aku rindu
aku rindu caramu mengisi setiap mimpiku
setiap angan tentangmu, setiap senyummu
aku rindu caramu menyentuh aku
setiap hal tentangmu dan semua sikap kamu


absolutely, i still have one more poem, but i didn't know where i put it.. i'll sheck it later and write that poem on my next post.. different from this poem, that poem is about "us", not only about me.. hope you'll enjoy to read my poem^^

a poem about love

it's a poem about love.. i made it with my group





New Case!

hey handsome
can i get to know you more?
i'm in love and you're my prince charming
i'm a dreamer and you're my dream

hey bright eyes
can you turn around and make me fly?
coz i stop and stare whenever you smile
and my heart start beating fast everytime you're around

everything you do makes me go like (oh my God)
you're so perfect and i feel like hurtin' my self
you're so out of my reach, you got class
i see you dating with so many girls
i've seen you drunk, i've seen your worst
but i still love you like heaven

hey perfect
i have the right to dream and a dream to be with you
if i could get to you somehow
i wouldn't take you for granted
you'd own my entire world
and i'd give everything

a poem about friendship

Perpisahan

Berawal dari pertemuan smata
semua berkenalan dan muncullah pertemanan
kita menghabiskan waktu bersama
hingga tak terasa akan datang sebuah perpisahan

ketika tiba saat perpisahan
janganlah kita berduka
suka dan duka yang dilalui bersama
akan tampak dari kejauhan
seperti indahnya gunung dan dataran
seperti indahnya hutan,
Kita semua BERSAHABAT

perpisahan adalah kepastian
waktu berjalan tak bisa dimundurkan
brjalan pelan tak bisa dimajukan
dan akhirnya perpisahan tak terelakan jua

Friday, October 22, 2010

ALONE

hey, it's me again..

do you know what i feel? it's ALONE
so freaky, but that's true..
surely, everybody hate for being ALONE..
me too~

6 years ago, i can't pass 7th grade and repeatedly that grade.. i lost my friends, but not all.. i must to started find a new friend, but i cant't.. i was too shy to greet someone there.. when break time came, i went to my friends at 8th grade.. i can't pass my time there, so cloudy.. started from that time, i became friend again with LYDIA INDAH NOTOHADIWIDJOJO, my best friend until now.
at 9th grade, i became alone again.. and i met INGRID VANIA MASPAITELA, who called VINO and we were getting closer.. we made a couple of dog tags until now i always wear this.. beside i met and be friend with her, i knew her boyfriend at that time, KEVIN MICHAEL KALOH called MONKEY or MONKICHI by me.. He is my BIG BROTHER now.. we're so close.. He join the karate club "amura" and will enter the competition at this end of october.. Good luck~

then, i have friends at senior high school.. they are Sylvia Nathasya Batubara, Orchidarina Pranatio, Yessi Apriani, Eva Nia, Clara, Agnesthasia Oktariana, and Clara Debora.. but there's some mistaken, i did some fault and made some of them angry.. and now, i'm alone again, at school of course.. although i have Monkichi besides me, he will never always with me everytime, right? He is a college student at Gunadharma University and i'm at Bunda Hati Kudus Senior High School.. The distance between our place is so long.. i must to try harder than before.. stand alone to get the best scores and get my parents proud of me.. should i give up?

friends are really important to me.. i had so many problems with my friends before.. i had being alone at 7th grade until 9th grade.. so, i must to adapted with this situation now.. it'll back to normal like 7th grade again.. i hope so :)

if by nishino kana

i've got a song from my BIG brother.. Great lyrics! it's "IF - NISHINO KANA"
 Kana Nishino- If single lyrics + translation
IF
moshi ano hi no ame ga
yande ita nara
kitto surechigatte ita dake kamo
itsumo toori no jikan ni
BASU ga kiteta nara
kimi towa deau koto ga nakattanda ne
moshimo sukoshi demo
ano shunkan ga zurete tara
futari wa chigatta unmei wo tadotte shimatteta

*kimi to onaji mirai wo
zutto issho ni mite itai
onaji hoshi wo onaji basho de
mitsumete iyou yo
kimi no egaku mirai ni
watashi wa iru no kana
onaji sora wo onaji omoi de
miagete itai yo*

kuchiguse ya shigusa mo
yoku nite kita futari
marude zutto mukashi kara shitteru mitai da ne
douji ni ME-RU shitari
onaji koto omottari
akai ito de hikiyoserareteru no kamo

guuzen wa saisho kara
mou kimatteta mitai ni
kasanatta futari wa unmei tte shinjite iru yo
kimi no egaku mirai ni
watashi wa iru no kana
onaji sora wo onaji omoi de
miagete itai yo

*repeat

tatoeba namida no hi mo
hare no hi mo futari de
onaji michi wo itsumademo
te wo tsunaide arukemasu youni

*repeat


TRANSLATION

If the rain had stopped
That day
I might surely have just walked past you
If the bus had arrived
At its usual time
I wouldn’t have met you

If that instant
Had been slightly different
We would have walked on separate paths of fate

*I always want to watch
The same future together with you
Let’s look at the same stars
At the same spot
I wonder if I am present
In the future you imagine for yourself
I want to look up to
The same sky with the same feelings
Our ways of talking and acting
Are really similar
It’s like if we have always known each other
Mailing each other at the same time
Thinking about the same things
We might have been bound together by a red thread

We fit so well together, like if
It was decided by chance right from the start
I believe we are fated to be together

I wonder if I am present
In the future you imagine for yourself
I want to look up to
The same sky with the same feelings

*repeat

So we may always walk
On the same path, hand in hand
Even on days filled with tears
And on sunny days

*repeat


open it, and hear that song.. thanks, Kev XD

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Asuwa Kuru Kara - Tohoshinki - DBSK - TVSQ

Hora mai orita yuki ga kono te ni tokete wa
Marude nanimo nakatta youni kieteku
Nee taisetsuna koto wa koware yasui kara
Bokutachi ni wa tsukamenai shizuka ni tadayou dake
Harukana harukana uchuu no katasumi
Koushite futari ga deaeta guuzen
Kiseki to yobitai kono kimochi wo kimi dake ni tsutaetai yo
Tada tsutaetai koto ga umaku ienakute
Mayoi nagara sagashi nagara ikiteta
Ima hitotsu no hikari wo mitsuketa kigashite
Oikakereba nigete yuku mirai wa ochitsukanai
Nandomo nandomo tachi tomari nagara
Egao to namida wo tsumikasanete yuku
Futari ga aruita kono michi nori sore dake ga tashikana shinjitsu
Ame furu toki ni wa kimi no kasani narou
Kaze fuku toki ni wa kimi no kabeni narou
Donna ni yami no fukai yoru demo kanarazu asu wa kuru kara
Haru ni saku hanaya natsu no sunahama
Aki no tasogareya fuyu no hidamari
Ikutsumo ikutsumo no kisetsu ga meguri
Kasane au inori wa jikuu sae koete yuku
Harukana (uchuu no katasumi ni ite)
Harukana (omoi wo haseru)
Kiseki to yobitai kono kimochi wo tada kimi dake ni tsutaetai yo
Nandomo nandomo tachi tomari nagara
Egao to namida wo tsumikasanete yuku
Futari ga aruita kono michi nori kiesaru koto wa nai kara
Ame furu toki ni wa kimi no kasani narou
Kaze fuku toki ni wa kimi no kabeni narou
Donna ni yami no fukai yoru demo kanarazu asu wa kuru kara
Kimi dake ni tsutaetai yo kanarazu asu wa kuru kara

--------------------------------------------------------

When the falling snow lands on my hand
It disappears without a trace
Because precious belongings are fragile
We cannot keep them forever, and it confuses us
Faraway, in a deep corner of the earth
Destiny brought us together
I want to express this miraculous feeling
With you
I'm unable to deliver a message to you
I've been living nervously, searching
Just searching for a light
As I begin to chase after it, I turn back, afraid of the outcome
I’ve stopped numerous times
Tears gather on my smiling face
This road that we shared
Is the only truth that remains
When the rains falls I will become your umbrella
When the wind blows I will become your wall
Even though the darkness overtakes the night
Tomorrow will come no matter what
The flowers that bloom in spring and the sandy shores of the summer
The fall sunrises and winter sunshine
As much as it is necessary, as much as needed, -
Courage lies where desires are present
Faraway, in a deep corner of the earth
I think of many memories
And want to call them my own
I want to deliver a message to you
I’ve stopped numerous times
Tears gather on my smiling face
This road that we shared
Will not disappear
When the rains falls I will become your umbrella
When the wind blows I will become your wall
Even though the darkness overtakes the night
Tomorrow will come no matter what
I want to deliver a message to you
Tomorrow will come no matter what

unknown

wow, long time no updates this blog.. too quite here..
hey, i have a friends.. i don't know, he like to check my blog or not..
but actually i like him for the first sight..
it started from our camp, then i knew him but he didn't know me..
i didn't notice it..
so far so good, i'm glad to knew him closely but not too close..
hmm, absolutely for the first time i liked his t-shirt and his car..
hhahahhahah..

but now, i know.. i'm not his type..
it's okay, i gave up already..
he introduced his childhood friend..
maybe he wanted his friend have a girlfriend..
what great a bestfriend, right? i hope i can be like that^^

farewell, i'm waiting for my birthday now..
061010 <-- can't wait for this day..
i have many wishes for my birthday this year..
but i have a hard wish to God
"God, please gimme a boyfriend.. I'm not desperate God, but i'm tired to being single for a long time. i miss the feeling about love when i'm falling in love.. And i hope this is my lastest boyfriend and he will be my husband in the future.. I hope you will grant my wish.. Amen!"
well, this is the end of my story today.. hope you will like it..

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Life is Like A Glass


i had watch a anime.. the title is "Code Geass" And i get a quote there.. i ithink i's a quite nice quote.. hopefully you'll like it^^


If happiness had a shape, what would it be?
Happiness just like a glass
Because, it can’t be notice normally, but it’s still exists
The evidence is that if you change the angle, the angle that you look at it from
Glass will be shining
You’ll be expressing your existence as much as anything else
Even it’s contaminated by fake memories
It’ll still reveal the transparent colors of the glass
Always forever. Forever


a quite nice quote, right? =D

Sunday, April 4, 2010

thinking around about study and love.. hmm??

well, it's april.. hmm i just have one month to study and full my remedial tests..
My God, i can't make it this time.. how can I do??

beside of this problem, i'm just thinking around about LOVE (euuh ~)
zzz, too bad! now, i must to thinking about my school subject and my head always think about LOVE ??? heegh, NO TIME, CHICCA! NO Time!

i'm nor sure if i think of LOVE it's my feeling to 'someone special in my life now' but i think it's about my self, my trueself.. I wanna have a boyfriend, i miss to get it feeling.. i want to feel it again, but WHO???  just speaking (really?! i don't think so)

huh! can anyone answer it? i think not, because it's all about my self then just my self too to need to answer it

Saturday, March 20, 2010

SAD ENDING

today i finished watch the japanese animation serial TV from the DVD.. i borrowed that from my friend, Florence Griffith.. the title of the serial is KUROSHITSUJI.. one of the main character, Ciel Phantomhive.. I like this character.. He has a butler named, Sebastian Michaels.. I watched it from yesterday and i finished it today..
The end of the stories is...........
CIEL WILL DEAD AND THE MURDER WAS SEBASTIAN
ciel panthomhive    Sebastian - ciel
oh nooooo~ why ciel? how pathetic

but, i heard from my friend, there is season 2 of this serial.. I hope ciel will be alive.. hope so~ but, i like this anime.. very like ciel.. Nice anime! hohoho.. thank you florence about the DVD.. hahaha

Friday, March 19, 2010

hey, did ya know.. today i've got block 2 account person from my list on facebook..
they're nickname are my 2nd ex and Mrs. Lily..
well, i'm sorry guys.. i'm nor too comfort if you were being friend with me on facebook.. it's all about my privacy.. i don't like you two.. You had make me feel afraid.. urgh maybe i'm too over protective for my self..but i want to
MAKE MY LIFE BEING CONFIDENT
from now on, we just only a aquitance.. sorry mrs. Lily and my 2nd ex

mencoba menulis yang baru lagi..


waw, lama tak mencoba posting lagi.. hahaha...
weegh, ngga keren nih pake indo.. swt dh..

okay, from now on i'll use english.. practise my english now.. yippie!


hmm, i wanna tell about my brother.. his name is Lewi Adriel, he is my little brother.
i just have one brother and no sister.. i'm the oldest.. hohohoho..
i have a photo of him, he looks like a stranger boy.. but truly, that is my brother. hahaha..

end of my blog now.. thank you!

Saturday, August 1, 2009

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